(Source: unthinkable-love)
Who cares.
I feel as though I can never be too happy or too excited.. or more like, I shouldn’t get too happy or too excited. Every time I think of my happiest moments, I’ve noticed that they get cut short by something horrible. Not bad, but horrible. Heart wrenching actually. Having deep feelings for someone who treated you like you meant everything to them, and then being treated like shit for the rest of the relationship until there’s nothing there. While reading your favourite book and getting a phone call that one of your close friends has passed away, and now you can’t even look at the book without tearing up. Being good friends with someone for so long, and then finding out that it meant shit all to them and how easy it was for them to throw it all away. So, I’m not going to get too excited about this. I’m not going to get too excited about anything anymore. I want to be truly happy for once.. without any interruptions.
